Well, I started my first steps toward getting me back today.  Thanks to Y and buffmother for the motivation.  Well, there are tons of you out there that motivate me everyday, but for some reason reading these two ladies blogs this week made it all click.  So today, I woke up and took my Thermonex for energy and it really really worked.  I didn’t want to get off of work and immediately take a nap.  Bonus!  So then, I run about seven zillion errands, one of which was to go to the grocery store and get all healthy stuff.  And I trying the yogurt 3 times a day thing.  I love yogurt so it may be something I really stick with.  Then, it was 102 degrees outside (literally) and I came home and felt all gross and was going to not go to the Pilates class at 8.  But, get this, I ACTUALLY went.  That’s a big step for me.  I can make an excuse for not working out like nobody’s business.  And I’m glad I went.  It made me realize just how much work I really need to do.  I am so out of shape.  But it also motivates me to get to the point where that class isn’t a struggle anymore.  Tomorrow I am going to have my bodyfat measured and all that so that I can have a starting point.  Something has to change and if I keep it up for long enough, it will.  Even if I have to fake it til I make it.