Annual Blogger BoobieThon! Go donate pics and money for breast cancer. I like to try to figure out if I recognize any blogger boobies.

It was farking 108 degrees here yesterday. That is just retarded as hell hot. And it’s supposedly fall.

The boy is turning a year older this year on Thursday but I bought his birthday present and gave it to him today. I can’t wait for surprises. The only thing he ever really wants is cologne cause he is a snob that way, so I got him Marc Jacobs and Thierry Mugler’s new one called B*Men. My man could so outsnob you in a cologne contest. Yes, he is slightly metro. Only he weighs like 295 and thus could kick your ass for saying so.

I think that something is seriously up with my hormones. I get PMS with like a major edge. Like the edge of a razor blade edge. I get so upset that I’m pretty much in hysteria. This happens about two weeks before my period. Now, don’t get me wrong, I’m not getting upset about petty shit. I just don’t have normal reactions. Does anyone understand this? I have an appointment set up with an endocrinologist so that I can have a hormone panel done and I guess I’ll go from there. My theory though is that as my estrogen level in my birth control pills decreases and the progesterine increases, I become irrational, hysterical, and honestly borderline suicidal at times. I don’t think I’d ever act on that, but damn I scare myself sometimes. I have actually sat in the bathroom on the floor and banged my head on the cabinet or the floor and just screamed at the top of my lungs. I haven’t gone this manic in a while, but I did have a little fit of hysterical madness last night. I also take alot of medications that I probably shouldn’t be taking in conjunction with one another. I need to quit lying to my doctors about what I actually take and see if I can get a grip on myself. I tell one doctor that I take this and that and another that I take only this so that they will keep prescribing the drugs that I think I need to survive. And at this point, I probably do need them, both mentally and physically. If I run out of one, I have physical withdrawals. That’s when it’s really ugly. If I time that incorrectly with a PMS time frame, then I have set myself up for complete disaster. Quit taking the pill then, you say? Well, I tried that. Not only was I scared to death of making unplanned ankle biters, but I ended up with an ovarian cyst that ruptured and made me feel like dying. I also had the never ending period from hell and really bad acne. So, I guess I’m going to shell out the money to have the tests done and hope my insurance will reimburse at least a (large) percentage. I also pray, and this sounds really twisted, that there is something wrong with me. I mean, if there isn’t something hormonal going on then I am just plain ass crazy. No need to vote on which you think it may be.

This was so powerful. Thanks, Ta.

Has it been that long since I updated? Guess so, huh?

Well, I got a job. It’s like the best job ever too. I work for one of the best criminal defense attorneys in Austin. I am currently the receptionist but I will be moving up to Legal Assistant within the next few months or so. I am very very happy with it.

I have not been to the gym in about two weeks and now that I am getting used to a routine again, I plan to make that a priority.

That’s all for now, folks. I have to go iron and get my junk ready for the week ahead. I promise a better update tomorrow.

FEMA Cheif Relieved of Duties.

This weekend is clean up the house and see what can be donated and what can be auctioned on ebay. I have about 10 things up right now and 100% of the sales will go to the Emergency Rescue Fund out of California. They have been in New Orleans since Sept. 1 looking through houses for animals. I have a few that are not directly linked to them, but 100% of that money will go to the Red Cross or some other humanitarian effort group.

While inspired by The Wedding Singer, we started making a fairly decend 80’s CD. Psychedelic Furs and Kajagoogoo (they sang “too shy shy hush hush eye to eye”) are at the top of my favs so far.

I can’t even wrap my brain around all the devastation in New Orleans right now. I keep wanting to watch the news and see something good, but I just keep hearing bad news. Don’t read if you don’t want to be depressed. I know it now though, so I have to tell you. (more…)

Go to these area HEB stores today until 6 to drop off or buy the items they are sending to the victims of Katrina.

I am starting a site to help Katrina victims. It will be www.helpkatrinasite.com. It will have lots of info on how you can help. Expect it to be up and running tomorrow.

My Mom and I were talking just now about Katrina. Her electricity just came back on today. She’s in much better spirits now. I have a friend that has a house in the outskirts of New Orleans (much closer than my family) and she is living in a hotel right now with her family in East Texas. She isn’t even allowed to go see her house. She has no idea what to expect or even when she’ll be allowed to return. But, here’s my thought-why didn’t they evacuate all those people before the storm hit? Betsy was a category 3 hurricane that hit about 40 years ago and it caused alot of devastation. Why would they not just evacuate everyone when a category 5 is coming their way? The people that are stuck there now are very poor people that could not have afforded the gas to even leave New Orleans to evacuate. They had no place to even go. Their family all lived together in New Orleans. They don’t have money for hotel rooms. What do you do in a situation like that? To me, it would have been cheaper to pay for everyone to leave than to deal with what they are now. It’s so ridiculously sad too. Old people and babies are dying from dehydration. The city is very unruly normally and now they are all just going crazy out there. There have been riots and fights and gun fire. They are shooting at the police because they are angry with them for not being able to help. There are no resources to help them though. I am anxious to see which countries are going to help us now in our time of need.